Chemo 6 @ 12

Today was a total of ten session for me. Five more to go. And naturally it came with apprehension and concern. Concern due to the side effects starting to take over. I started to notice systems of neuropathy which is a side effect and can last up to 3-5 months and or never go away. Apprehension because the Dr. explained that when this happens they would dial back the chemo or stop it altogether. I also don’t think it helped that I watched Rx-Early detection with Sandra Lee. Wow! A most see for sure. Unfortunately the Dr was not in so I saw another Dr. they decided to continue the the chemo but gave me a prescription for the neuropathy. I also asked about icing my feet and hands while receiving chemo. According to the article from a Dr at MD Anderson the ice helps to stop the chemo from reaching the area. It seems to have worked during treatment but starting to feel a little now. So I will research more and see if continuing to ice will help.

Again, the accessing of the port was a issue! Nurse Jen came in cleaned the area, iced the area (they call me the ice queen) and then pushed the needle in. She flushed the site and that went well but they couldn’t draw the blood again. So they called Nurse Nicole to come in. A little 5″2 nurse with a great spirit and concern for the patient. She moved the needle around and tried so many different angels. We did the cough, raise your hand , breath and stand up! Finally she resorted to another heparin shot and boom it worked. Then I asked about my premeds. I usually have 4, all IV but this time and last the Benadryl was oral. I didn’t want oral because last time it knocked me out. And I have work to be done… They gave me 50mg. So today I asked why. The Nurse told me that Benadryl has a shortage because it is made in Puerto Rico. Crazy right!

All calmed down and meds started flowing, ice on feet and hubby bringing lunch! All is good in the chemo world. I had the entire room to myself. It gave me and the nurse a little 1×1 time. She also lived in BROWARD so we had a nice talk.

My hope is that the neuropathy stops and I can get a good nights rest. Oh and I have to mention while getting chemo today 2 UPS men came in dropped off a packages. As they walked in they both greeted and I said hello and smiled. As they walked away the one man walked by and said as he left “you know you are beautiful bald”? I smiled and said thank you. Simple words that can make the process a little more bearable. I am blessed!

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  1. Angie Mittelberg's avatar
    Angie Mittelberg · November 19, 2018

    πŸ’ͺπŸ’–πŸ’ͺ
    You’re a strong woman!!!!! XO

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  2. Nina Schultz's avatar
    Nina Schultz · November 19, 2018

    As I read and absorb, I must admit I cry and I feel so helpless. I wish I could give you a big hug. I send you my love and prayers! Yes you do look beautiful! β€οΈπŸ™πŸ»πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜πŸŒΈ

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    • journeythroughmycancer's avatar
      journeythroughmycancer · November 19, 2018

      Thank you! Do not feel helpless as reaching out to see how I am doing does a great deal. Knowing people care and want to help is more than I can ask for. Love you

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  3. Colleen Jacques's avatar
    Colleen Jacques · November 19, 2018

    I’ve been reading your blog since the beginning and I have to say they are quite emotional to read. I don’t comment because I feel there are no words, anything I can think to say just sounds so small and insignificant compared to what your dealing with. Just know I’m thinking of you and praying for you. πŸ’•

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      journeythroughmycancer · November 19, 2018

      Colleen thank you so much and please never feel you can’t say anything. I understand the feeling as many have expressed that to me. But honestly for me I know it is difficult to speak about or to find the right words but just reaching out means a lot when going through this, so I thank you! I want to help others to be their own advocate and want people to know you can fight and survive with a lot of support. I hope to share a glass of wine with you and Tani soon.

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      • Colleen Jacques's avatar
        Colleen Jacques · November 20, 2018

        I would love that! Just tell me when and where and I’ll be there. 😊

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