As I lie awake at 12:43 with thoughts in my head I try to remind myself this too shall pass. I had the most enjoyable day with my hubby and friend. We drove to St. Augustine for the day. Then as we returned home and I sat on the couch I began not to feel well. Between my feet hurting and my body feeling achy. So I sat back and relaxed as my friend cooked a spectacular dinner. She made chicken with mushrooms over angle hair pasta. It was so go I over ate. I mentioned I didn’t feel well so Juan gave me an alka seltzer. After dinner Tracee and I watch some senseless tv until we both feel asleep. Around 11 I woke up and said, time to go to bed. So I got ready for bed, took my chemo pills and laid down. My feet started to burn and ribs started to ache and my mind just started racing. In my mind I thought this was the second week of being on my meds and I would be off next week. So this pain in my feet and hands would go away. But then I looked at the calendar and nope I was wrong. I have another week. Once again my mind runs crazy. All the thoughts just running in my mind. So I pray, I asked God to heal me, to take these aches and pains away. I asked God to comfort my husband that has been so awesome through this all. I wipe my tears from my face and hope that I can fall a sleep at a reasonable time. . but it is 1am and I am blogging. Blogging to get this out of my head and to hopefully some day help someone else.

So for now I will say, this too shall pass!

I am blessed! I got this!