This is what 20 sessions of chemo does! There are so many side effects that also come that you can’t see but you feel. But I wake up every morning thinking I feel ok. As the day goes on the weakness sets in. You learn to fight the negative thoughts and the days you can’t you reach out to friends. The journey doesn’t just effect one it effects many. From your loving husband, family and friends. But you still feel like the fight is only yours and only you can overcome it.

My MRI came back with no change from the last one on 10/8. As upsetting and confused I was my oncologist said it was good news. She said to stay positive that it showed no growth during chemo. That surgery will tell if the cancer is dead. So I guess it is another win until 1/28.

For now I remind myself that you have to make your own happiness. Enjoy what you have and live in the present!

I am blessed! I got this!