Time has gone by so quickly these days. I haven’t written in a while but not from a lack of incidents. Since my birthday I have had a few test. From chest xray, MRI to bone scan. Thankfully all has been clear. Yes, I am relieved for sure but the constant reminders are with me. I am scheduled to have my port removed on 12/12! I think that will be a relief for me to not have the constant reminder poking out of skin. I’m thinking of asking for it so I can bring it home and burn it. We will see.

As I hang the Xmas ornaments and reflect back at last year and this year, I realize just how grateful I am to be alive. My poor body has been through hell and back. But I continue to fight and proceed with more test and surgeries to come. One day I hope I can look back at all this and say it’s all done. Try to live a life without fear of a reoccurrence. And live in complete peace. I know it will come soon enough.

This holiday season vs last!

I am blessed! I got this!