So after waiting five days and having a bad weekend thinking of all the things I want to do before I die, I finally got the results. I am NED, no evidence of disease. I can finally feel good again. All this waiting made me realize a few more things about myself.

By Sunday I couldn’t even think straight. I thought I was hungry and then I realized no you are not hungry, you are stressed. So instead of stress eating I stress shopped. Sorry Juan, more packages coming our way! Lol

I also realized how I immediately had a list of things I wanted to do. Well that list will get completed and I won’t wait for a diagnosis to travel and celebrate. So my year will be filled with some trips. And yes, I even thought that I needed to switch my car and get a sporty convertible. Not sure that will happen this year but it will be my next car!

Lastly, and not that I didn’t know how blessed I am but I am blessed with a wonderful husband that has been there for me ever step of the way. He had to travel today but he made sure he was there for me. I know he was terribly worried as well and I hate that he goes through the same roller coaster ride as me. He has always been and continues to be my night and shinning armpit!

I am blessed! I got this!